Here's a little something while the editing continues:
Victoria’s Secret
Something
seemed out of place in the living room decorated red and green and gold. It
didn’t take long to see it was the pale peach bag off to the side of heavily
decorated Christmas tree with presents populating the lower reaches.
It was a pale peach shopping bag, tasteful
and eye catching, and even if it did not have the easily identifiable
Victoria's Secret script on each broad side it would have stood out among the
gifts in shiny lacquered paper with festive bows and ribbons. These gifts
dominated the landscape, but once the bag was noticed, it stood out in a
decidedly un-Christmas fashion.
The bag was under the tree in the living
room of a predominately female household. Three grown daughters frequently darkened
the front door to the hallway and stairway and kitchen of their youth. One, the
youngest, may not have even officially left home. But her infrequent presence
made her seem more a visitor than a resident. This worked out well for the
wayward uncle visiting that particular Christmas. He could stretch out in
slumber in her unused room, giving the poor convertible couch in the television
room a reasonable retirement.
In a house with four women it would seem
that a pale peach shopping bag from Victoria's Secret would invite some comment. It didn't. Studiously ignored or
embarrassingly avoided, it sat off to the side, on its own.
In that house, in that year, that
particular Christmas was one fashioned for grownups. The presence of the
wayward uncle did little to improve the ratio of men to women. Women
outnumbered men 4-3. So it can be said: That particular Christmas could be
construed as feminine. So a shopping back from Victoria's Secret was not so out
of place, even among the holiday decor.
As it was, the house wasn't quiet, nor
still, and the mother and her husband juggled schedules and errands and
daughter's schedules and holiday demands. It was how their life was defined.
The
wayward uncle’s payment for renting the space in the house was a cut-glass bowl
he filled with wrapped chocolates. His reward was being with family for the
holidays. Over the years a lot of his free time was spent at that house, with
that sister and her daughters. He felt welcome there. He was close to his
sisters and as close to his nieces as most uncles are, or try to be.
It could be said that the mother and her
daughters were close: the upheavals of life certainly had visited them in their
lives together in that house. And it's understandable a mother with three daughters
wouldn't have the exact same relationship with all three. Even as adults,
children don't lose their uniqueness, or their differences, as they are bound
to be in different stations and places in their lives. At any moment, a mother
keeps in mind these differences, and manages the best she can the needs of
those hearts she holds dear.
This particular Christmas also was unusual
not just for the absence of children, but, the ritual of opening gifts in the
presence of loved ones was postponed until evening, when all could be together.
It made the day calm and steady in a way more typical with adults than with
children.
And so when evening approached, and all the
characters assembled, in the usual rush of family and greetings and
conversation and food and warm familiar emotions, the Victoria's Secret bag
remained anonymous, holding its position, waiting its turn for attention. As
everyone assembled, settled, and viewed the scene, its presence was silently
noted but uncommented upon. As the unwrapping of gifts came to its conclusion,
the Victoria's Secret bag become more noticeable, until, at last, it was the
center of attention.
The oldest daughter reached for it and gave
it to her mother, who accepted it with a puzzled but bemused smile.
"I wonder what's in here?" she
asked quietly.
"It's a surprise," her daughter
answered.
And after lifting a piece of wrapping paper
from the top of the items, each one was introduced to the viewers, in silence.
A baby blanket.
A rattle.
A infant's toy.
A baby book.
Gasps and murmurs were one.
Tears fell from the mother's eyes.
The mother-to-be couldn't contain herself
any longer: "We're going to have a baby!"
Joy and laughter erupted: An entire
household, and entire holiday, an entire family was set on its head! The
mother-to-be confessed she'd known for months but couldn't, wouldn't say anything
until Christmas, and said it was the hardest thing she'd ever done.
The mother, now a grandmother-to-be, knew
that silence, that keeping of a secret, was a gift, for she knew her daughter
would tell her anything. Her sacrifice of silence sealed the surprise. The ruse
was perfect.
All eyes fell on those innocent items, and
the promise they held.
And no one every looked at the pale peach Victoria's
Secret bag quite the same way afterward.
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